"Mess of a dreamer...

...with the nerve to adore you."

Today I realized something...

Sometimes there are some harsh words, undeniable truths that have to be said. However, I've never been able to do it. Because I'm weak. I'm too scared to lose. So I always try to say things as sweetly as I can. But some words demand to be rough.

So, why don't I have the same attitude with you? Why don't I have a problem saying anything to you, harsh or not? 

I finally realized that's because I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to lose you. I already did and I didn't even notice. I guess I'm tired of fighting for something that always seems to be running to the other direction and juggling me around. 

So, all in all, I guess I didn't loose you. You lost me. 

That's how I finally realized that after all these years we are finally done. No more suffering, no more hurting. 

It's over. 

We're over.

“You are so good. So good, you’re always feeling so much. And sometimes it feels like you’re gonna burst wide open from all the feeling, don’t it? People like you are the best in the world, but you sure do suffer for it.”

Hunger

"I thought I was something of an expert on hunger, but this is an entirely new kind."

- The Hunger Games: Catching Fire

Straight To My Heart

"Some say I'm too sensitive but truth is I just feel too much. Every word, every action and every energy goes straight to my heart."

"Everyone thinks I've gotten better. 

I haven't.

 I've just gotten better at hiding it."

Key To My Heart

"(...) Words are spinning in my head, don't know why I'm holding back, I should just tell you how I'm feeling.

But I don't wanna act a fool, don't wanna look confused. If I let you know about the way I feel don't know what you gonna do. So I keep it locked inside, and imagine you were mine, and I'm feeling you so close but yet so far. You hold the key to my heart.

The more I brush it off, tell myself it's nothing at all, deeper I fall. And I imagine every day a thousand different ways how you respond to what I say.

I don't wanna act a fool, don't wanna look confused. If I let you know about the way I feel don't know what you gonna do. So I keep it locked inside and imagine you were mine, and I'm feeling you so close but yet so far. You hold the key to my heart.

(...) So I may stutter when I speak and my knees may get a little weak but I've got nothing to lose and only you to gain, tell me do you feel the same."

- Jessica Jarrell 

"I love the person I've become. Because I faught to become her."

"It's hard to hide your feelings when they're rolling down your face."

- William Chapman

"There's a brief moment when you first wake up where you have no memories: 

a blissful blank state, 

a happy emptiness."

- The Carrie Diaries

Janey

"Jane...Janey, 

Lately I've been feeling like there's so much noise. You know, uh, so much static. All these voices competing for attention. Teachers, parents, magazines. What's in, what's out, who's cool, who's not cool enough. And it's like all this shit just gets so loud, I feel like I can't even hear myself think, you know? I just wanna get in my car and drive. But then I see you. I see you across the hall, leaning against your locker in that jacket that you love so much and, uh, the way you tuck your hair back behind your ears. You see me and you smile. You just smile and it's like all that noise fades away, you know? And the only thing I can hear is the sound of your voice when you call out my name."

- Dave 

Today when I saw her crying for something so little, I didn't say anything. I just sat there in silence and held her hand tight. Because that was the moment when I realized that she was suffering just as much as I was. 

Sometimes these little things happen and I just can't seem to handle them. Not because I'm a coward or weak but because I've been strong enough. But there's a moment when it's just so hard to hadle anything that you just break.

I saw a reflection of me in her. I understood perfectly what was happening.

If she has been strong enought to feel like this and go on with her life, I will do it to. I'll do everything I need to do. I won't stop, I won't quit. Because tonight my mom made me realise that everyday she has been teaching me the same lesson. 

I am just like her. I'm strong. I can handle anything that comes my way. But most of all, I am not a quitter. I need to believe. 

I'll make her proud of me. 

My Life According To 3 Doors Down

É assim, só podes usar nomes de músicas de um artista ou grupo e responde a essas perguntas. Envia para algumas pessoas que se identifiquem com essa banda ou artista. Tenta não repetir um título de canção. É muito mais difícil do que imaginas!

Republica como "A Minha Vida De Acordo Com (nome da banda ou artista que escolheres)".

          Let the game begin:

• És um homem ou mulher? "Believer"
• Descreve-te: "Never Will I Break"
• Como te sentes? "Runnin' Out Of Days"
• Descreve o lugar onde vives actualmente: "My World"
• Se pudesses ir a qualquer lugar, onde irias? "Landing In London"
• O teu melhor amigo? "Superman"
• Qual é o teu clima? "Race For The Sun"
• Hora do dia favorita: "Away From The Sun"
• O que é a vida para ti? "Changes"
• O teu medo: "Living A Lie"
• Qual é o melhor conselho que tens a dar? "Live For Today"
• O meu lema: "Let Me Be Myself"

"I kind of miss myself. The way I used to be."

Both Of Us

"Someday I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us." ♥

My whole life I’ve been telling myself: “don’t be afraid.” And it is only now that I’m realizing how stupid that is. Don’t be afraid. Like saying: “don’t move out of the way when someone tries to punch you” or “don’t flinch at the heat of a fire” or “don’t blink.” 

I’m afraid. And you’re afraid and we’re all always going to be afraid. Because that’s the point. What I should be telling myself is: “Be afraid, but do it anyway. Live anyway."

Heart By Heart

"When your soul finds the soul it was waiting for
When someone walks into your heart through an open door

When your hand finds the hand it was meant to hold

Don't let go

Someone comes into your world

Suddenly your world has changed forever

No there's no one else's eyes that could see into me 

No one else's arms can lift, lift me up so high

your love lifts me out of time and you know my heart by heart

When you're one with the one you were meant to find

Everything falls in place, all the stars align

When you're touched by the cloud that has touched your soul

Don't let go

Someone comes into your life

It's like they've been in your life forever

No there's no one else's eyes that could see into me 

No one else's arms can lift, lift me up so high

your love lifts me out of time and you know my heart by heart

So now we've found our way to find each other

So now I found my way to you."

- The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones