Sometimes there are some harsh words, undeniable truths that have to be said. However, I've never been able to do it. Because I'm weak. I'm too scared to lose. So I always try to say things as sweetly as I can. But some words demand to be rough.
So, why don't I have the same attitude with you? Why don't I have a problem saying anything to you, harsh or not?
I finally realized that's because I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to lose you. I already did and I didn't even notice. I guess I'm tired of fighting for something that always seems to be running to the other direction and juggling me around.
So, all in all, I guess I didn't loose you. You lost me.
That's how I finally realized that after all these years we are finally done. No more suffering, no more hurting.
It's over.
We're over.
