Heart racing.
Racing like it never did before.
Like it will soon jump out your chest.
The simple act of standing seems to be a challenge now.
Every single trace of strength already left your body.
You can feel its absence in every heavy breath you take.
Breathing appears to be a game for the brave.
For the first time, you truly don't believe you can be that anymore.
Not today.
That's when you realize that handling the situation on your own can no longer be an option.
It's suddenly very clear that you're not able to work normally anymore.
But being normal is not really important here.
Being healthy is.
You act like a stranger in a group of friends.
You act like a ghost around the house.
If you weren't sure about needing help, you're definitely sure now.
