Boyfriend

"I'm a motherfuckin' train wreck

I don't wanna be too much

But I don't wanna miss your touch 

And you don't seem to give a fuck

(...)

You ain't my boyfriend 

And I ain't your girlfriend 

But you don't want me to see nobody else

And I don't want you to see nobody

But you ain't my boyfriend 

And I ain't your girlfriend 

But you don't want me to touch nobody else

(...)

'Cause baby, when push comes to shove

Damn, I'm a train wreck too

I lose my mind when it comes to you

I take time with the ones I choose

And I don't want a smile if it ain't from you

(...)

I wanna kiss you

Don't wanna miss you

But I can't be with you 'cause I got issues

Yeah, on the surface seem like it's easy

Careful with words but it's still hard to read me 

Stress high when the trust low

Bad vibes, where'd the fun go?

Try to open up and love more

Try to open up and love more". 

- Boyfriend by Ariana Grande, Social House

Everything I Need

"Born on the wrong side of the ocean

With all the tides against you

You never thought you'd be much good for anyone

But that's so far from the truth

I know there's pain in your heart 

And you're covered in scars 

Wish you could see what I do

Cause baby, everything you are

Is everything I need

You're everything to me

Baby, every single part

Is who you're meant to be

'Cause you were meant for me

And you're everything I need

(...)

And everything happens for a reason

It's all a blessing in disguise

I used to question who I was

But now I see

The answer's in your eyes

Cause baby, everything you are

Is everything I need

You're everything to me

Baby, every single part

Is who you're meant to be

'Cause you were meant for me

And you're everything I need". 

- Everything I Need by Skylar Grey 

Speechless

"Here comes a wave meant to wash me away

A tide that is taking me under

Swallowing sand, left with nothing to say

My voice drowned out in the thunder 

But I won't cry

And I won't start to crumble 

Whenever they try

To shut me or cut me down 

I won't be silenced 

You can't keep me quiet 

Won't tremble when you try it 

All I know is I won't go speechless

'Cause I'll breathe

When they try to suffocate me 

Don't you underestimate me 

'Cause I know that I won't go speechless 

(...)

'Cause I

I cannot start to crumble

So come on and try

Try to shut me and cut me down

I won't be silenced 

You can't keep me quiet 

Won't tremble when you try it 

All I know is I won't go speechless, speechless

Let the storm in

I cannot be broken

No, I won't live unspoken

'Cause I know that I won't go speechless

Try to lock me in this cage

I won't just lay me down and die

I will take these broken wings 

And watch me burn across the sky

Hear the echo saying 

I won't be silenced 

Though you wanna see me tremble when you try it

All I know is I won't go speechless, speechless

'Cause I'll breathe 

When they try to suffocate me

Don't you underestimate me 

'Cause I know that I won't go speechless

All I know is I won't go speechless

Speechless."

- Speechless by Naomi Scott

Someone You Loved

"I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal, somebody to know

Somebody to have, somebody to hold

it's easy to say, but it's never the same

I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain 

Now the day bleeds into nightfall 

And you're not here to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug 

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to 

This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now I need somebody to know, somebody to heal

Somebody to have just to know how it feels

It's easy to say, but it's never the same 

I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug 

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes 

I fall into your arms 

I'll be safe in your sound 'till I come back around 

For now, the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug 

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved 

But now the day bleeds into nightfall

And you're not here to get me through it all

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug

I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved".

- Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi

I was so afraid to find myself in a future toxic relationship

But then I realized that I'm the one who's toxic...