Only You

"(...) And I'll follow right down the river

Where the ocean meets the sky

To You

Once upon a time, we had it all

Somewhere down the line we went and lost it

One brick at a time we watched it fall

I'm broken here tonight and darling no one else can fix me

Only you

Only you

And no one else can fix me 

Only you

Only you."

- Only You by Cheat Codes & Little Mix 

Exhaustion

Disconnected from reality 

Disconnected from my own self 

Don't even know who that is anymore 

Can't focus on what you're saying 

Can't even see your face straight 

Somehow I find a way to answer

But it doesn't make sense 

Sometimes I lose consciousness 

But one thing I know for sure

No matter how many times I droop

My will shall be my cure

Breathin'

The worst feeling in the world to me?

Not being able to breathe.

Be brave. Gotta keep on breathin'. 

I believed in the possibility of a day when I would finally be free.

I finally realized that is something I'll never be.

I was putting my faith in karma,

'cause only hope survives.

You'll always find a way to haunt me, 

To mess up our lives.



It's time to put my faith in myself. 

Terrible at lying, 

Master of pretense,

Not fooling anyone but myself.